Our will is not yet free. Therefore, not yet at our disposal. It is bound by automatic-behaviour-systems and desires dictated by the past. There is a fundamental difference between acting out of one’s free will, and acting under the pressure of passions and moods. We need freed will power for further deeds. But: the realm of this power lies beyond that of personal wishes.
Access to free will reserves becomes attainable when imposed limitations are recognized and transcended.
Most of what is happening today is repetition of the old. Dressed in new costumes, playing modern plays, it continues being fundamentally old.
Free will is a source of energy vital to those who need to apply it for deeds which are free from the pressure of ordinary wants.